i guess you could say i'm a little emo right now...

aAUUGH!!!

so i just walked in from louis's-pretty disapointing night.
it's still kinda early
only one best friend to be found
boys fucking suck
i'm in serious, serious* pain-CRAMPS hurting like a MOTHER..i want to die..not really but i do


TAMPA TOMORROW! [well, really TODAY] i still havn't packed a thing =/ i have to do that before morning..aughhhhhhHH! i'll be up all night.


so tonight was the usual routine at the severson house...me in the bathroom gettting ready [hair makeup clothing of choice] on my cell phone, my mom in the kitchen yelling at my brother to get in bed b/c he has golf at 6 in the morn, my brother in his room saying the funnniest* things to my mom b/c he doesn't give a shit and he likes to piss her off, and my dad in the back room drinking vodka tonic watching tv....but tonight while getting ready, i just seriously started crying b/c that's the kinda thing i'm gunna miss so much about home.


AH but i <33 TAMpA! and one of my friends is having a PARTy tomorrow night right down the street from my apartment =)

Orlando tues is now up in the air...should i go...or no?

aight well i gotta go pack-aughh <3